Posted by Anonymous on 2013/01/23 under Uncategorized my mother hates me…..my own mother hates me
she hates that i dont get straight A’s
she hates that i need extra help
she hates that i want to become a tattoo artist on the side and do cartoons for disney or nickjk or something
she hates me and i just wanna die
i dont wanna be here anymore
i cant do nothing right im dumb stupid
i aint gonna go no where in my life (according to my mother ima be pregnant with a babydaddy and aint go no job)
i just dont wanna be here i mean whats the point
i dont give a s*** if my family gonna miss me because they might miss me for a month but their get over it and forget about me …..
my birthday coming up and im turning 16 and my mother stopped our trip to go to jamaica…..
lol im just a bad person like i just get this S*** !
WHY IN THE HELL WOULD GOD PUT ME ON THIS EARTH ?
DO SHOW MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS THAT I AM NOT S*** ?
TO SHOW THAT I AM NOT GONNA GO NO WHERE IN LIFE ?
THAT IM NOT GONNA BE S*** BUT SOMEONE BABY MOTHER ?
I JUST DONT KNOW WHY GOD WOULD PUT ME ON THIS EARTH I DONT GET IT !!!!……….
if any of this keeps going im going to end my life and i dont give a damn ima run infront of a speeding car and hope to god i die…..
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When bad things happen in your life, think of them as training. I can’t speak for your mother. But when you get older, I know you won’t treat your kids the way you think you’re being treated. Then you will matter to someone. And you will finally understand why God put you on this earth. You’re 15. Think about how many short years that is. You have your whole life to live. And I pray that you live it well. And hopefully one day, all the feelings you’re feeling, will just be a memory.
God put you on this earth for a reason. And this time is hard for you, I understand. But think about the future. 15 years is so small compared to the rest of your life here. Think about that person that will fall in love with you one day. Think about being able to follow your dreams. You need to talk to your mother about things that you want to accomplish. And even if she does not respond well, you go out there and do what makes you happy. Because in the end, that is all that matters. Live your life. It is lovely. .xx
Get some sleep, drink some water, or even cry (quietly) rest and find somebody whose Mother hates them too. IT’S NOT WHAT YOU THINK-REALLY…SHE MUST HAVE A PROBLEM HERSELF…IT’S NOT YOU. COME BACK HERE AND WRITE ABOUT HER. WHAT’S SHE DOING TO YOU?